x marks the spot ... part deux

my Mistress has a certain affinity for my forehead. She delights in poking, scratching and making it bleed on numerous occasions with random sharp objects. as such, She enjoys marking up my forehead with Her trademark "Xs". why Y/you may ask? i think the Xs serve as a mark which for all practical purposes are reminders that i am nothing more than an object a "target", for Her pugilistic impulses. yesterday She took a sharp pointed ball point pen and tried to mark my forehead with ink. but, unfortunately, my head was damp with perspiration. that did not detour Her though; She grabbed my chin with her free hand and dug the point of the pen in hard, scratching and furrowing into the skin's soft surface.after the third pass She exhibited a satiated grin and said,

"There, good luck with that fading anytime soon." She was right. the next day at work people came up to me and said,"Hey is that an x on your forehead? Didja go to the doctor for some kind of a test, or something?"

i would just smile and say that i was preparing to be a zombie for Halloween and my roommate was experimenting on me with some real looking latex and that the marks were left over from too strong a setting.

i couldn't tell the truth even if i had wanted to. no one would understand the pleasure derived at being bullied, written on and beaten by an aggressive, Dominant younger Woman. no one in the vanilla world that is.

the point is that i like living with one foot in the vanilla world and the other in a purple and bruised one. there is a certain thrill, danger and excitement that i feel when i know that my Mistress's physical marks are quite apparent and in full view to the vanilla world.

but ... i could be running out of explanations. i could take a hiatus for awhile from the fun, or remove all the sharp, pointed objects from O/our home.

hmmmmmmmm ... nah!