and so it begins ...

...it has been like forever since i have heard from Her ... i know Her threats of blood and impending violence are very real ... my heart is accelerating,  trembling and skipping  beats.
 She is deliberately playing with me. baiting me ... toying with me ... until (*choking gulp*)

taken from chat April 21, 2017

Goddess -"Oh, so sorry, did I interrupt?"

me - "Uh ... would you know when to stop?"

Goddess - "When it stops bleeding"

me - "I'm not sure. We were talking and now something is different."

me - "Er ... I mean haven't heard from in a great while"

Goddess - "Now whatever could that be ..."

Goddess - "A Great White smelling blood?"