triggered: a night of unsettling dreams

last night i was haunted and hunted in my dreams.  She stood towering and found me cowering, hiding underneath my cover of vulnerable, transparent vanilla shadows...

She grabbed me by the throat and squeezed. Her curved, shiny, glistening fangs sank deep into my tender flesh.

surgical punctures ooze blood which drips down my neck and back.
i belong to Her ... i fear and respect Her s * kill and prowess.

    alas ... She again has me, "by the nose."

from chat April 21, 2017

me - "Er ... I mean haven't heard from in a great while.

Goddess - " Oh really? ... and whatever could that be?"

Goddess - "A wolf stalking through your nightmares?"

me - " Ann , uh ... are You just playing with me?"

Goddess -  " Mmmmmm ... Oh, I haven't even begun to play you yet."

... * quivering silence * ...