i got butterflies and jittery feelings when i heard this ...

my Mistress came and stayed over at Her lair this weekend, to discuss business and to see how things were faring. i was feeling kinda mopey and not too enthusiastic about serving Her on this particular morning. i say this, because i am sure that every submisive feels this way sometimes. it maybe that you are not clicking like you should with your Mistress, or perhaps that B/both of you have been so busy and immersed in Y/your O/own separate vanilla worlds that there has not been time to connect like need be.

on this particular morning, my Mistress had ordered me downstairs to prepare Her breakfast while She lounged in bed checking emails, various blogs, and social media correspondance. i did as i was told, rather reluctantly, but still intent on serving Her in the best way that i knew how. knocking on Her door, i waited for Her enter response and then i respectfully presented Her eggs, cereal, toast and proceeded to serve it at Her bedside.

She cut me a glint in Her eye and a mischievious smirk played across Her lips. She looked like a great powerful feminine cat ready to pounce on an unwary fish.

"Mmmmmm ... Sooooo ... I really have conquered you, haven't I?" She tossed Her wavy, dark locks back and smiled surreptitiously at my apparent silence and obvious discomfort at the posed question.

Her directness caught me off guard. i swallowed and gulped hard. yet, the dry lump in my throat would not let me off so easily. my feet shuffled back and forth unsteadily in Her presence. She raised Her darkened eye brows and reiterated Her statement again.

"you did not answer, How does if feel to be totally vanquished.... Hmmmmmm?"
suddenly, it felt as if the lump in my throat had engorged itself and was ready to claw it's way out of my throat. i played nervously with one of Her pens on the file cabinet, while i also fiddled with the buttons on my shirt timidly, not sure if i should peer into Her powerful green eyed gaze.

i started reeling a little bit and the jittery feeling of having butterflies gave me a sickened, yet fearful unbalance. kind of like the feeling of being in way over your head with someone who basically knew you inside and out and could fucking eat you, if they so desired.

i looked down and shuffled my feet a bit. "what do You mean?", i asked with trepidation.

She stretched out, arms above head and Her lengthened torso seemed to grow three times it's length.

"I mean ... I HAVE totally conquered you. EVERYTHING that was once yours now belongs to Me. your phone, your computer, your cute little car.

I could even take your house if i wanted to. She ate some of the scrambled eggs and followed it with some buttered toast.

suddenly, i grew a bit of a flimsy backbone, and retorted ...
"no, i wouldn't let that happen."

She laughed cruelly at me and washed down some of Her meal with some water nearby.
With tenebrious mirrored eyes, She then glowered at me.

"Like you have a choice."

i then felt everything inside of me shrink and shrivel to a state of nothingness.

not missing a beat, She continued to mindfuck and trounce me with Her overwhelming dominance and authority.

"Now listen ... my blue dress is laying on the bathroom floor and it needs to be cleaned. Make sure that it is washed and fresh smelling the next time I decide to come up here and check up on you. Understood?"

"Now, leave Me and clean up My kitchen and do the dishes."

I shook my head eeeked out a weak, "yes Mistress." and proceeded to begin to clean up the dirty breakfast dishes before making a hasty retreat downstairs.